this blog is dead . dead . dead

DEADDDDDDDDDDDD :)

duh i won't ever come back, well maybe i will, but that'll only because i'll advertise my newERRR blogs :)

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christinaaaa ROCKSSS !

HEY HELLO! My pancakes in cooking were shit today. Andy's fault! :P Okay, actually, mine. He was tryna' explain it but I just flipped the pancake maker over the wrong way and it all spilled. x) I don't think cooking's my major. And art? I hate art, I hate it. :@ We had jap test today too, I'm confident I'll see something above 95%!  I had a pretty shit day. But every shit day always has the best moments too? Why can't everything be even. --' Here's what happens. Christina gets very very pissed off and chucks PMS attatcks at Thanh. Thanh ends up making Christina crack up, and then that just kills my PMS mood. -_- Half yearlies are coming up pretty soon and I'm scared shitless! :( I want a new blog. I'm never blogging here again. This is my last. I hope I mean it. o.o My english homework? Watch Saw II this weekend. x) I've already seen it, but I have to re-watch it and write stuff down. --'

A secret is when someone tells you something that you can not tell anybody else. Why? Because they trust you. And I know myself I'm being a big fat hypocrite as I'm typing this, but I'm still tryna' change it. Have you ever told somebody else a secret that you shouldn't have? Even if it's a small secret, it'll still kinda matter. I mean, you too know how it feels to be betrayed in that sort of way. When you trust somebody enough to keep the secret, and then they go off and tell somebody else. Argh. I don't even know why I'm saying this, since this current issue has nothing to do with me, but still. --' Don't you hate when you plan on doing something, and you keep telling yourself you're gonna do it, but it the end, something always holds you back? It seems like fear. Like you're afraid of telling them. But then it's different, you do tell them. And what happens? It sorta comes crashing down. Don't you hate when you've just given up? Where you know you can try but the truth is you don't want to. 'Cause you don't want it that way. Oh, and I know this is off topic, but I just deleted my Bebo. x) And if I receive another damn email about joining Bebo or doing a quiz, oh my god I'll sue that thing. ;/ Overreacting, but yeah. Don't you hate when you want it to work out, or just not work out. You don't want 'in between'. What am I on about!? :/ I want a personal blog. Kinda the one where nobody reads, but at the same time you only half want them to? ANYWAYS. promise-me.blogdrive.com can go DIEEEE.

'I told myself today was gonna be the day. No more excuses 'cause I knew exactly what to say. Was gonna make my play but just like yesterday my mind erased, and I let the moment slip away.'

This blog is dead dead dead. I want a new blog, badly. But that doesn't really matter, I just like blogging! :D Today was.. well I guess it had its ups & downs? Honestly, I'm feeling sorry for the teachers who we annoy so much that makes them all stressed and shit. >.< That's why I'm gonna be nice and stop back chatting. Even to Ms Gurr. o.O I mean, I'd rather get along with them then bite back? --' SCHOOL'S BORING. I missed out on the whole of lunch. :/ Sometimes I wish we could just be happy 24/7. >< ANYWAYS. I know who Robert likes! :) I wish she would like him back, cos that'd be cute. x) Oh yeah, there were.. five-ish fights today? One of them was got so much attention that even the fattest people out there ran so fast. o.O But I had my ass glued to the damn bench. >< IMBORED. >.<  Honestly man, usually the only fun times in school are class time? That's pretty gay. I want a new blog, now. I wish the pissing buddy's blog could be all up and ready NOW. ;/ Anyways I'm off to pig out on dinnerrr! :)

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Aww, I just read the lyrics of Unfaithful by Rihanna. It's sad, well to me. It doesn't really relate to me. Well, kinda, but not in that way. Lemme post it up anyway. =)

Story of my life
Searching for the right
But it keeps avoiding me
Sorrow in my soul
Cause it seems that wrong
Really loves my company

He's more than a man
And this is more than love
The reason that the sky is blue
But clouds are rolling in
Because I'm gone again
And to him I just can't be true

And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer

I feel it in the air
As I'm doing my hair
Preparing for another date
A kiss up on my cheek
He's here reluctantly
As if I'm gonna be out late
I say I won't be long
Just hanging with the girls
A lie I didn't have to tell
Because we both know
Where I'm about to go
And we know it very well

Cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer

Our Love, his trust
I might as well take a gun and put it to his head
Get it over with
I don't wanna do this
Anymore (anymore)

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer (a murderer)

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I'm so lazy I'm not even bothered to clean out my list to use my new damn email. -_-" I liked school today. =) Downside? The fact that our group has retardedly broken up. O_O" But let's not go there.. --' The shittEST thing is that there's nothing for us to do nowadays during lunch & shit. I even reckon classtime is way funner. --' Haha classes were cool today. ^^ Period one was cooking and Ms Payne was demonstrating the pancake cooking or whatever. We all had a quarter of a pancake each. O_O How tight, but still alright. x) Period two was language and I think I'm ready for that upcoming test! I want to choose japanese for electives next year, but hell no if I don't get Ms Bellamy. Wait, hell no if I get Ms Nix. =/ RECESS! I ate off people's sandwiches. =9 And got a free half of a sandwich off Eddy. x) Then we had PDH and it was one of the funnest lessons ever! I don't know why, but our class is retardedly hilarious! Then we had science and the biggest suprise hit us. Mr Raftopolous brought out a bag of sheeps' hearts.

WE WERE DISECTING! :D

It was so fun man, getting that knife and ripping the shit outta that poor once-alive thing. xD You gotta admit, it was gross, but fun. ^^ It was a fat-ass bludge too. He just came to each bench to give us a two-minute talk about the parts of a heart, and then told us to cut whatever with it. I got so caught up in cutting it that I broke my blade. XD Then we had the boring-EST lunch ever. o.O We had woodwork which was fun too. I got my handle job thing done too! Oh my god.. Last period was english and suprisingly, it was alright! Ms Gurr was in a bad mood from the class earlier, 8R. -_-" And we were being good people. 0=) Oh yeah, four guys were away from class today. Michael, Jim, Zac & Adam. Yes, it was for footy and ZAC went. O_O He's the bloody size of LIEN! Anyway, no wonder it was quiet as. x) Then me & my mum went Fairfield and I bought my much needed stockings for winter! Isn't that great? Warm shiny legs AND not having to shave that often! >=)

WEEEE! =) Hmmms, the alarm woke me up at 5:30 today. O_O But I bloody snoozed it till 6:10? Then I realised Paul came by since he needed to clean the place before my mum got back. So I asked if he could take me to school, yes! ^__^ Had a major sleep in till 7:10. xD 7:10 may be nothing, but to me it's heaven. -_-" So then I got ready for school, took a shower etc & we had breakfast at Gloria Jeans. Mmm, Coco Loco. Got to school and I wasn't late, everybody was just getting into roll call. Hmm, Hazel let me look at her VAPD which was so ... 'artistic'? Well it's twenty times better than what I'll ever be able to do. Enlgish was first period, me & Thanh bludged it and now I don't think we have time to complete it. Homework? Watch Saw II to remember the scenes, storyline & etc. GO ENGLISH! We had science which was another bludge, just listened to Mr Raftopolous go on about bones! Recess... I don't really remember. Maths, Thanh was still stuck sitting next to Wattanak. I was pretty much a good girl. Thanh & Robert got detention? --' PE! Argh, stuff you PE. Did relays. Yes, lots and lots of running. :/ Then we had lunch where I scabbed some money just so I could get..tea? GO OISHI! Then there was... BOCCE! :) Asho & Anna have so.. dogged us? --' Ahwell, we had fun. =) In the arvo, Michael's basketball bus didn't come back yet so I wasn't sure if I would wait or go bus first. I was about to catch his bus which had so many free seats. But me, being stupid, chose the Fairfield bus which got me to stand. :/ Got off at Villawood station & waited. Michael was on my bus, the one I would've had a free seat in. -_- Trained it to Cabra & waited arund for Jenny & Jackie. Then I needed to pee. Michael didn't wanna go library. So we went Pal College and he got the key for toilets! I don't think I should detail the pissing..Ooh but the toilets are better than our school. --' Walked around, did a few laps back and forth to the station. Shouted Red Lea. Then went Industrie 8 to ask for piercing prices, and it was $22 in total. :/ So I went to that place Tara recommended, and it was just $15 in total! It was kinda shit, but oh well. The first piercing was my left ear lobe. It didn't hurt, but then she got ready for the upper left ear thingy. Where my cartlidge was? I sat my ass down on that chair, squeezed Michael's hand, and she told me to think of something I like. Within one second of thinking, BOOM! Oww. It didn't really hurt, it was like one second pain. But afterwards it stung lots. Walked around and finally got back to the station where we finally got to see that (sexy) Jackie & Jenny! Michael went off & me and Jenny went Red Lea. I shouted that one too. -_-" Umms, got back with Jackie & her friends and I forgot where we went. O_O Oh, her (pretty) friends left and we walked it to Gloria Jeans. Once again, like this morning, I got myself a Coco Loco. LOL the worker was funny. Like, funny to laugh AT. xD Fobby asian one. x) Hmms, walked back to near the station and Jackie had to go. Me & Jenny were stranded at the station with Michael. I went to get a pork roll for my mum. Jenny went. Me & Michael waited awhile then the bus came. Then he got off at his stop. And I got off at my place, duh. It was only 5:30 and it was dark as. Stuff you daylight savings. MY MUM'S BACK! =) Anyways, I'm offff! Bye. O_O" By the way, notice the title? Actually, I realised that isn't true since the lady pierced my ears with purple jewels in the stud. -_-"

I just made a new email, but I'll go detailed into that later. Pwahah, what a fun day. I just received my first detention of this term? Argh, nerd rep's going down. --' Ms Gurr. But it was pretty fun. :) My day was just the same old same. I realised Ms Drakakis is a pretty good teacher, we're just bad students. x) I'm starting to feel bad since we're such a shit class towards her, plus, she's currently doing reports. So I'll be good now! This goes to every lesson actually. The reports are getting written and I really don't want C's and D's. After school Elizabeth told me she had $20 on her and would shout me & Julie if we went Fairfield. Why not? ;) Hopped on the good ol' Sefton bus but it was packed so we were left standing. We walked to the back and Shirley let me see the year eight photos! ^^ I reckon they were cute. x) Anyways, got to Fairfield and we merrily skipped to Neeta CIty. Not really, but yeah. --' We ran into toilets straight away since we desperately needed to go ever since school ended. -_-" Then went Macca's and she shouted us large fries and that new triple chocolate treat with the brownie, the icecream & the fudge. Mmmm.. Went Gloria Jeans and she shouted us drinks! We weren't all drinking the same old tim tam shit today. Elizabeth stuck with the tim tams, I got my coconut white chocolate & Julie got a straberry fruit smoothie. Mmmm... DId some happy laps then went Red Lea for more chips? We ordered chips, then right after we got ours, new CRUNCHIER & HOTTER chips were poured in. Shit, if only we bought it two minutes later. Argh. Ours were bloody soggy. :( And the worst part is, it isn't like Cabra's Red Lea. It's a tightass one where they don't put the salt out. They pour it in themselves they hardly put any in. Not only that, but when I asked for the chciken salt shaker thing, they said they'll do it themselves and add a LITTLE bit in.

Argh. Let's sue 'em. Did more happy laps and then grabbed a trolley and caught the elevator to the rooftop. xP Julie & Elizabeth were pegging chips at cars. And Elizabeth that gay cunt chucked mashed chips at a police car. -_-" Then we obviously stuffed Julie inthe trolley, with our bags as AIRBAGS. Haha, there were hardly any cars parked there so we went crazy. Spun her around & around & around til there was no tomorrow. And then, you know them ramp thingys? Elizabeth (fcuken brave one) full pushed the trolley down. O_O And it was long as and then I realised there was this big bar thingy she woulda hit and full had a huge accident. I got there and stopped her. -_-" Haha, what a superhero I am!  Just did more stuff and then they stuffed me in since they've all done it except me? I was chicken shit. -_-" It was so scary since Elizabeth was the stupid driver. Then finally, it was the trolley station. We were ten metres away from where you stuff the trolleys in and she's talking like one of those rides at Luna Park or something. * Robot voice * "Welcome to the trolley dock express. For your saftey, please keep your arms, legs & head in the trolley at all times as this is a deadly ride. If you get hurt, you can not sue us. If you get killed, you can not sue us. If the trolley hits it hard and you end up flying in Nelson St, you can not sue us. Are you ready? 5..4..3..2..1... ZOOOOOOOOM!" And she full pushed me and I almost hit the pole. O_O So damn close, but she had to steer away and start over. After the whole robot voice again, she full pushed me and the trolley went bang into that board. O__O Oh god, never ever shall I play with trolleys again. >.<" Then we had to get going. Me & Elizabeth bussed it back home. :) I like our little after school Fairfield moments. x) Okay, anyway. Earlier I made an email and I think I'll start adding people tomorrow? Umms I just needa delete all the unwanted people off my wishing.s2 list, and delete old emails & then change my email in all different sorts of accounts I've kept e.g. tickle, blogdrive, has.it etc. o.O If you wanna be special and add me instead, it's jaded.baby@poison.com I know the email sounds retarded, but it was so random. ANd I'm super sick of wishing.s2@ho... I've kept it since like July man. >.<" Anywhos, Neighbours soon & one hour of Home & Away next. ;) I THINK my mum will be back tomorrow! ^__^

[edit] DON'T ADD THAT EMAIL. DELETE, DELETE, DELETE! :) I realised that email that ends without the hotmail thing is shit. Well I think it is. Anyways, thepoison part killed it. I'll make one with a hotmail ending later! [/edit]

On the car home today I remembered when I was younger. I used to think I was super special at night. Everytime I'm in the car (I thought) the moon followed me & only me everywhere. And as we grow older, our childish thoughts are killed. Hmph, I really did think Santa Claus was real. ><" Anyway, my dad picked me up today to take me to visit my mum. I swear, I haven't been to Concord hospital in around two weeks!? On the way there it hit me, I need to grocery shop. Got him to take me to Burwood. Afterwards as I was on the escalator up to the food court, some chick going down on the escalator was like "Christina..?". Who was it? JOANNE (from APHS) that pretty one! ;) Well I only got to say a hi and yeah. -_-" Also saw Jade there too but didn't realise it was her till she walked past. Stuff that. --' Oh my god I wanted to go shopping but my broke ass can't afford much right now. I also saw the new limited edition flavours from Shinylicious? Wait, was the other one limited edition too?!!!! I hope not, cos I really wanted Lolly Pink & Melon Ball. =( Well from the limited edition, I wanted that Cruisin' something or wahtever it was called. ((Hint hint)) Then we got to Concord hospital and stayed there for like two hours? Don't know when she's coming back out. =( The saddest part is I'm going broke. Mainly because I'm hardly getting allowance. Obviously because she won't make it to work till probably another month? BROKEEE! :( Why now? Why when I have so much on my wish list. --' Why when I needa start purchasing presents for others? -_-" Anyway, my hair is obviously not completely purple/black. It's bloody shades of brown on the back. =( I've got it decided, I'll get it dyed completely again, and once I have loads on money in my hands, I'll splurge on my hair. Yes, wouldn't it be nice to have a day out at the hairdressers? Nothing but a whole new cut, colour & great treaments! ^_____^ Anyway, pissing buddiehs blog will be up soon. Umm, it won't be that super awesome layout we promised since SOMEBODY (me) couldn't be bothered coding. Jenny coded this little simple layout. Now I just gotta get my ass working on profile, tagboard etc! No more assignments, I'm freeeeee! ^^

[edit] Did Bebo officers read my profile about how they have shit templates? So then they start making better ones? -_-" Anyways, Bebo's such a piss off now. I'm tryna abandon it while I'm still receiving shitloads of emails. And oh my god do you know what's even more annoying? Certain people that just DON'T STOP making quizzes. One quiz and yeah it's cool. Two or three quizzes and it's just getting bleh. And once you start making a SHITLOAD and don't stop sending me a shitload of emails, argh. The shit thing is, even if I quit Bebo I'd still receive them emails. * Stabs Bebo. I never liked you in the first place, just your drawing board. [/edit]

[edit] I swear, Eddy's new email address is cool! eddyrocks@liensmum.com Haha what a hectic address. I mean how it doesn't have to be the hotmail thingy. I think I'll be changing my email soon, I need it anyway. But like, I hate having to go through telling people "ITS CHRISTINA" thing. Anyway, I downloaded the Beta version of Windows Live Messenger 8.0 or some shit like that. It's so.. set out differently. I like it though. So calm? Now I'm downloading the actual version. Shut up Louise. x) I'm bored shitless. It's 11:23. Just.. *counts.. 37 more minutes till me & Michael's 11 months! 36 minutes now. I'm craving water. O_O I'm gonna go and get some water now. I got bored and googled 'krystool'. And it came up with Joanna's Zorpia page. SO I clicked it and then found my page & all. Haha the last time I've been there was August. It was so.. UNcool. -_-" Where else have I been lately? Flying around my abandoned Tickle! ^^ Tickle was the best man. It kicked Bebo ass! >=) Okay I seriously have no life since I'm going on about Tickle, Bebo and Zorpia? Oh god. Bye now. I'm off to get water. xD [/edit]

You know what I really really want? Like, realy really? (Note: she's hinting out her most-wanted birthday present here!) That cute-as Emily The Strange bear you may find at PSC or other shops with her merchandise. Okay, to some of you, the bear/kitty may not be that cute, but I find it adorable! It's got these claws too and I remember scratching Michael with it. Anyway, the point is, BUY ME IT. xP $49.95? My day was alright. I trained&walked it to school with Michael. I didn't have breakfast till first period, maths. And it was only half of Alina's Snickers bar. Oh god I heard my stomach roaring. Then recess I got a yummy lasagne. It was over-cooked and burnt though. Did I love third period or what? We received the history test results back and me and Alex kicked asses outta the whole class with full marks! 52 outta 52! Also got our assignments back and mine turned out to be a depressing 16 outta 20. Well, at least I received two merits that lesson. o_O Ladidadida. The rest of the day was just the same usual shit. I want a new blog. I need a new blog. I want simple & coordinate-less. I just wanna blog. :) Abandoning blogs may be the new cool, but I don't give a shit. GO Jessica, don't abandon your blog! Anyways, I'll just leave you with another story brought to you by azns.mustbehere.com {you gotta admit, that last guy in the story was smart

Paradise

A bus carrying only ugly people crashes into an oncoming truck, & everyone inside dies. They then get to meet their maker, & because of the grief they have experienced; he decides to grant them one wish each, before they enter Paradise. They're all lined up, & God asks the first one what the wish is.

"I want to be gorgeous," & so God snaps His fingers, & it is done.

The second one in line hears this & says "I want to be gorgeous too." Another snap of His fingers & the wish is granted.

This goes on for a while but when God is halfway down the line, the last guy in line starts laughing. When there are only ten people left, this guy is rolling on the floor, laughing his ass off.

Finally, God reaches this guy & asks him what his wish will be. The guy calms down & says:

"Make them all ugly again!!"

Me, Thanh & Jenny. :) We trained it to Parra, then did a few happy laps. I still DESPERATELY want my Glassons sunnies! It's only $20 and like, I was planning on buying it but we all ended up broke. Well, the first shop we spent ages in was Cotton On. That top I always wanted was on sale to just $10. The only problem was, it was 'M'. We searched everywhere for my 'S' but it was either 'M' or 'L'. =( I tried it on and it was a little loose but oh well. I'll grow. (I hope not. --') Thanh got these really hot tops that I envy hard. The cotton on bags were a shit dark blue colour so I'll pass on blowing off a dollar on a shit bag. Wandered around into a few more stores where we stopped by at Jay Jays. I found them sexy striped knitted jumper I wanted. Black & white. And yes, there was a 'S' left. :) Stayed there for heaps long due to clothes trying. Jenny ended up purchasing these hot black three quarters from $45 to $5. But then afterwards she got the same jumper as me. Nooo, now we have to make sure we don't wear it the same time. Thanh got these two cute & skanky tops! By then Thanh and Jenny only had a few dollars left while I had the remaining $20 in my wallet.

Got super hungry since we hadn't eaten all day so we decided to share (well, I shouted) a self serve plate. Oh god was I pigging out or what. Nobody should ever have to see Christina when she's hungry. :/ It was super nice, but only because we were super hungry. Then had a beef teriyaki sushi. God am I piggy or what? You just can not resist good food. We didn't have much left so we ran around Woolies and me & Jenny got jelly while Thanh got a carton of custard. We were walking around like spastics man. Just picture it, three chicks walking around the shopping centre. Two tryna' scoop jelly and one drinking custard. Mmmm. :) We were like bankrupt. We finally hit the station and stupidly shouted tickets to Granville? Went Granville and waited fcuken one hour for the train. -_- I shouted the girls a spring roll and green tea. Stupidly, I shouted tickets to Cabra. -_-" Why do I always buy tickets? Especially when I only have like bloody five dollars left!? The train finally came and when we walked past this old man, he TRIED to wolf whistle? Yes, TRIED. That rude loser, he opened his mouth to blow the whistle or some shit, and all you can hear is air.... Okay then.

We decided on stopping at Fairfield. Did some happy laps and then walked to the libary. Yes, the library. I needed books for the assignment which I haven't started on which is due tomorrow and also, which is worth alot on my report. We just sat there going hypo and taking a few shots and reading books. o_O Finally, we decided to leave and I used Thanh's card to borrow the book. The lady said we couldn't cos it was an 'adult' book and the library card is issued to a child? Like WTF. -_-" I mean, that book was about children's diseases. Not like it had effing porn or some shit in there. Argh, I came out with absolutely no book for my science assignment. Shame too since that book was packed with information. Stuff you library people! Did heaps of happy laps around the tightarse stuff around Fairfield. I don't remember jack shit*. Yes, we had not a single cent on us. Wait, that's not true, Thanh had twenty cents and I had five. Argh, it stupidly resorted to taxing nail packs & and eyelash curler. God I regret it. See? Life sucks when you're bored & broke (and not to mention, hungry). Jenny's mum came to pick us up and dropped me & Thanh back at my place. Hmm, I gotta get started on my assignment. Noticed that asterix (that * sign) where I noted jack shit? I also found something stupidly funny at azns.mustbehere.com

* jack shit - Jack Schitt

WHO IS JACK SCHITT? The lineage is finally revealed. Many people are at a loss for a response when someone says "You don't know Jack Schitt." Now you can intellectually handle the situation.

Jack is the only son of Awe Schitt & O. Schitt. Awe Schitt, the fertiliser magnate, married O. Schitt, the owner of Kneedeep N. Schitt, Inc.

In turn, Jack Schitt married Noe Schitt, & the deeply religious couple produced 6 children: Holie Schitt, Fulla Schitt, Giva Schitt, Bull Schitt, & the twins: Deap Schitt & Dip Schitt.

Against her parent's objections, Deap Schitt married Dumb Schitt, a high school drop out.

After being married 15 years, Jack & Noe Schitt divorced. Noe Schitt later married Mr. Sherlock, & because her kids were living with them, she wanted to keep her previous name. She was then known as Noe Schitt-Sherlock.

Dip Schitt married Loda Schitt & they produced a nervous son, Chicken Schitt.

Fulla Schitt & Giva Schitt were inseparable throughout childhood & subsequently married the Happens brothers in a dual ceremony. The wedding announcement in the paper announced the Schitt-Happens wedding.

The Schitt-Happens children were Dawg, Byrd, & Hoarse. Bull Schitt, the prodigal son, left home to tour the world. He recently returned from Italy with his new bride, Pisa Schitt.

So now when someone says, "You don't know Jack Schitt", you can correct them.